searching for a cure

Since the age of 15 I have been searching for a cure and now I am in the half century mark I have to accept it wont be in my life time. I have a diagnosis of guttius psoriasis have had many treatments at one stage in my life the tear dropped psoriasis all seemed to join together. There were no scales then just massive areas of red open skin with a water film on top. This was up to my neck then stopped. I felt like me skin was on fire at the time and visited the doctor. The doctor looked at me and said I have booked you in with the skin specialist at notts tomorrow. I remember saying can the appoint be next week. The doctor said no this is serious you could go into organ failer which shocked me. I attended they wanted to keep me in but I decided to take a oral treatment instead at home. The drug was Methotrexate. The drug calmed it down and I was left with my normal tear dropped psoriasis. I think psoriasis should be taken very seriously not only physically but can it affect you but very much mentally. I work in the health care sector and both team members and clients have been very ignorant and uneducated towards it.