No faith in doctors or the nhs

I have completely lost any faith in doctors or the NHS helping me. My story dealing with the NHS. I was diagnosed with psoriasis in January this year. After waiting two weeks for an appointment to see a doctor I was prescribed Dovenex. Within. A few days it began to severely burn me. After my doctor told me this could happen and insisted on me carrying on with it. Because he said my body would get used to it and the burning would stop. How wrong he was. The burning increased and the plaques got bigger. Next I was prescribed dovobet. I told my doctor I had read that people had had problems with it because it contained a steroid and may trigger a flare. He said don't believe everything you read we are only going to use it for three weeks then come back and see me again. At first it seemed to reduce the redness for the first couple of weeks, then I noticed that other areas of my body were starting to get small pale rashes and the plaques were getting redder again . I went back to my doctor pointed out what was happening. To which he replied so there is some benefit then. I repeated what I had said and he took no notice. He then told me to carry on using for a further four weeks. Out of pure desperation I did. Four weeks to the day from starting using it I woke up one morning almost covered head to foot in Psoriasis I had had a massive flare. I stated with only around a dozen small patches on my back around four on my chest a couple of small patches on my shins to being covered. After finally managing to an emergency appointment I was just sent home with no medication to as they said let my skin settle, their way of fobbing me off. After about a week some of my plaques became very painful and sore. I managed to get another doctor from the surgery to come out who basically though I a exaggerating. They said psoriasis may be unsightly but it is not painful and palmed me off with some anti histamines for the itching. After a couple of days I couldn't stand the pain anymore so went to the infirmary. A doctor examined me and informed me some of the plaques were infected and prescribe antibiotics. They asked me if I had been referred to a dermatologist. No I said, the doctor said she would write to my doctor and recommend it. Within a week I got a letter saying I had been referred for Puva treatment but not for another eight and a half weeks. I thought there is no way I can cope waiting that long. That is when I found out about uvb treatment at home. I bought myself a canopy and decided to start treating myself. It took a while before I saw any improvement. But once it started it worked wonders on me and cleared quite a lot of the areas by the time my appointment came round. Then I made a big mistake I let the NHS take over again. I had to attend only twice a week , which I have read most hospitals do it three times a week, and would only receive a maximum of twenty four treatments. So after getting up to two and a half minutes of uvb which was clearing me I dropped down to seventeen seconds for my first treatment of Puva. I have attended every appointment for around eleven weeks and to be honest not seen that much improvement compared to what I had with uvb infact the areas where I still have it have turned to looking like bruises rather than clearing. On my twentieth appointment the bottom of my legs got badly burnt and not surprised they had me in there ten and a half minutes. I was not able to have treatment the following week Because I was still too sore. So yesterday after the majority of the soreness had gone they decided to carry on. I reminded the nurse who had carried out the last teatment I had been burned. She said don't worry we are going to lower it back down. So I stood in the cubicle for my treatment the machine switched off and I got out. As usual the nurse had gone and was nowhere in sight. I hunted round and found her. I said I seemed to be in there along time, how long was I in there for. She said ten minutes fifty seconds at 319 joules. I said hang on a minute that what power it was on when it burnt me and not only that you had me in there an extra twenty seconds. So guess what happen as I write this here I am again with the bottom of my legs flame red and severely burnt. Needless to say I will be not be attending any more appointments and when the soreness has gone I am returning to treating my self at home. I have no faith whatsoever now in doctors or hospital helping me all the have done so far is make my condition worse. Is it just me or has anyone else lost faith?